everLAsting

The more than deserving love to never be extinguished.

He said, "Lubb you.."

*8.27.9

We Know

If you feelin' lonely, I can be your one and only
I put it out in the world, so people show me... love

Potentially, wife material connectin' mentally
I felt like heaven sent for me, you're meant for me

This woman moves me and I'm a mountain of a man
You pull me in like the waves do the grain of sand

What we gotta do to make them see
We got a good thing going on
Wanna tell the world if they don't know
That what we have is real
Wanna shout it from the mountains baby
That I love you, but if they don't hear me
I know
You know
We know

*Talib Kweli/Faith Evans

Back In My Day

I always knew I'd end up sounding like my elders eventually. I even remember talking about K-EARTH 101 & the music on there & wondering what music would be on there as I get older. Anyway.. Chuck E. Cheese is not like it used to be. Even the food tasted better years ago. Nonetheless, I still managed to take great pictures of Andrew owning that place.

Caricature 4-5

Dependence, out

Once he was born, the following 10 months with her son taught her patience amongst the rushed times, taught her unconditional love amongst the constant hatred thrown at her, taught her appreciation despite her longing desire for something more.

She didn't have any worries, no bills or rent to take care of. At all. Food, always around. All she had to do was write it on a piece of paper & stick it on a fridge. Her mother-in-law would go to the grocery store & she'd go downstairs to find everything in her list, there.

Money was no matter. Matter of fact, she didn't have it. She never asked for much & as for clothes? She just wore the same things that her dad purchased for her 3yrs prior to her relationship he was against.

And yet, without any money the problems existed. Seeds of miscommunication, envy & abuse were planted. & boy did they grow strong & tall.

So let's think. A world without money. For better or worse?

I think a world without money would be a lot better. If we all used our skills & intelligence to help one another & not expect to get paid, just taken care of always. How beautiful does that sound?

Alas, I continue to dream. Dream of our independence. It's a nice thought to be consumed by, if just for a minute. Then we can forget how much we depend on many factors to survive.

Long live America.

Difficulties

SoulfulJenn: Man my ex got me tight
SoulfulJenn: I just called so I can talk to Andrew
βROOKLYN: WHAT HAPPENED?
SoulfulJenn: He gon say " Andrew u wanna talk to mama jenny?"
SoulfulJenn: THA FUCK IS MAMA JENNY?
SoulfulJenn: I'm not mama jenny!
SoulfulJenn: Tf is he doing man
SoulfulJenn: Smfh so of course Andrew's like no
SoulfulJenn: Cuz I heard him in thebackground sayin no
SoulfulJenn: So I told him can u please tell him it's mama because he doesn't kno me as that
SoulfulJenn: And he said sure he does then he hangs up
SoulfulJenn: I call again n said can I speak to andrew please
SoulfulJenn: He asks u wanna talk on thephone? Andrew says no I said can u tell him it's mama? He said I did I said no u never told him. He then asks Andrew if he wants to talk on the phone again
SoulfulJenn: He said no I just got off the phone
SoulfulJenn: Man.
SoulfulJenn: & I miss him a lot.
SoulfulJenn: *screams!*
----------------------------------------- 7:19 pm -----------------------------------------
SoulfulJenn: Got low batt, peace.
βROOKLYN: Wait

Most heart-touching..

My mother made a video that means a lot to me & it shows pictures of my town in Mexico as well as numerous of my family relatives. Rest In Peace Ma' Lupe.