Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Living..

There were so many people at the beach despite the fact that a man got eaten by a shark over at Solana.. We were at Oceanside though.. Anyway it's been so hot over here!! Hot day with hot wind oh man it's ridiculous. Get yourself a great tan in 3 minutes. So we applied the sunscreen and whatnot, we get there.. and settle down.. have our toes in the water.. WATER IS COLD!!!!

It was my brother's first time at the beach, my mom thought he was going to be fussy and that he was going to be scared of the water. Man was she wrong! That boy was walking like he had no family and was loving it! LOL.

Friday, April 25, 2008

My prayers..

go out to you.

There is no Justice. Just-us.

Of all the video surveillances or cops being caught doing wrong then being suspended WITH pay, we can't possibly find the verdict from Sean Bell's case surprising right?

Nah. Even the most cold-hearted person feels the pain. Sooner or later. Sometimes when it's too late. But that's the way it is in this life.

And they try, don't they? They try to change things. And try to find justice in all this. Justice no longer exists. And it's tragic. For obvious reasons.

It's like all these people "going green" all of a sudden. Wanting to make a difference for the environment. Something inevitable bound to occur and yet they say we can save the Earth. We can't. We can only add some odd years to the existence of this planet. But nothing more.

Reality is pain. You must make the most of it. With a strong mind and sense of yourself. Also, know that you create your own happiness. I mean, if it makes you happy, smile. Live your life. Regardless of what's going on around you. It's not being selfish. It's called surviving.

Maintain faith.

God bless.

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Grr.



I highly dislike going to bed angry. Anger leads to confusion which leads to questions which leads to "I told you so's" and then the cycle repeats itself. And let's not forget how emotional I am. UGGGHHHHH. I just want to go to Egypt. Maybe I'll find my serenity there. Away from the hate. Away from the pain. Away from the stress. Away from the struggle. Just a whole new way of life.

I need to get away.

Just me and my boy.

[picture shown] The Beach At Stella Di Mari.. not as warm as beaches further south but that's good cuz that's just like me.. he says, i'm as "cold as ice." [shrugs]

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Nobody knows.

Soul, exhausted..
My mind, constantly processing every single detail.
Sometimes I wish I could just pause it.

Applied to almost everything, but won't ever go back to retail.
My being, here, is destined for more.
Me, give up? "Neva." I will not fail.

I've become an angry hustla, tired of being poor.

Control of my intensity.. Intensity.

I'm moving to the city of Angels.... for..

Monday, April 21, 2008

"The love is real;

there's no way you can feel that it's tainted."

♥ i love you.

Thursday, April 17, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY popz!!

*Aww remember when my mom's phone was ringing and she looked at it and said, "Hello?" only to realize that it was her alarm going off reminding her that it was your birthday IN FIFTEEN MINUTES (cuz it rang at 11:45pm-GOOD TIMES)* And then remember when my mom started "dancing" on you (literally cuz she was on you and you couldn't tell Katalina about her titties anymore LOL.*Que el caballo?!?!?!?!*And then my CLASSIC "Righteous" madness on you..
*Please, PLEASE be safe tonight! *Remember you have a mother lol. *And don't go crazy at the movies with the Rated R shit; LOL! I love you so so much! Happy Birthday Love! -Jenny
P.S. My mom says you look like some guy named "Don Goyo" in this picture. LMAOOOOOOOO! P.S.S. My mom says, "Anyway, we love you." Yes, we do..

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

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Monday, April 14, 2008

GOD OUR FATHER,
WALK THROUGH MY HOUSE
AND TAKE AWAY ALL MY WORRIES AND ILLNESSES;
IN JESUS ' NAME. AMEN

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

A special day..!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY you 4.9er ;]

*stay blessed*



"A smile is the shortest distance between two people." - Victor Borge

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

Words of Wisdom about Life..

1. No one can ruin your day without YOUR permission.
2. Most people will be about as happy, as they decide to be.
3. Others can stop you temporarily, but only you can do it permanently.
4. Whatever you are willing to put up with, is exactly what you will have.
5. Success stops when you do.
6. When your ship comes in make sure you are willing to unload it.
7. You will never have it all together.
8. Life is a journey, not a destination. Enjoy the trip!
9. The biggest lie on the planet: When I get what I want I will be happy.
10. The best way to escape your problem is to solve it.
11. I've learned that ultimately, takers lose and givers win.
12. Life's precious moments don't have value, unless they are shared.
13. If you don't start, it's certain you won't arrive.
14. We often fear the thing we want the most.
15. He or she who laughs......lasts.
16. Yesterday was the deadline for all complaints.
17. Look for opportunities, not guarantees.
18. Life is what's coming, not what was.
19. Success is getting up one more time.
20. Now is the most interesting time of all.
21. When things go wrong, dont go with them.

Courtesy of: vibrani.com

Sunday, April 6, 2008

Home Sweet Home!

After spending the weekend at my aunt's celebrating, and a long day of greatness, I am tired and I'm already dreading (sp?) Monday morning.

Time to prioritize and basically.. you can never be too productive!

Saturday, April 5, 2008

"If These Walls Could Talk"

...they'd say I was meant for so much more and yet the motivation needed to make those changes happen is lacking profusely. She says she needs money. But will money make her happy?

She grins as she thinks of Fabolous rappin' "Money can't buy happiness but it's a damn good down payment..(!)"

...

I'm currently tired body, mind, and soul. But my body's resting as my mind's racing and my soul is past curfew :-P.


"A change of scenery is really all I need.
'cuz these walls are closing in and it's hard for me to breathe.
It's hard for me to leave but not hard for me to fall.
I just don't wanna become another brick in the wall."

"[i] don't say too much, but when [i] do it's profound.."


"Sad, but one day our kids will have to visit museums to see what a lady looks like.."

Speaking of our kids, lol. My one and only, [son], is Two years old today! I'll try to upload a photo later on on my laptop!

Love,
*one of the few ladies still around
~photo uploaded! i think it's perfect ;-)